Saturday, December 27, 2008
12-10-04
Mama,
Sorry for not writing more. I just haven’t had a lot going on. It’s not excuse – just whining. It’s like Dec. is not m favorite time of year. They started selling x-mas store. So if you could send me some money that would be appreciated!
I’ve been watching these make over shows (It seems like there on every channel now). Anyways, I want to cut someone’s hair! How silly but true. I want to uncover the beauty in some scruffy soul. :)I thought of the name for my salon – J. Maurice- it just sounds hair styley to me. “J. Maurice will see you now.” “I can’t, I have an appointment at J. Maurice”
:) Its got the vibe I want. If you go to a salon w/ that vibe, you can charge a lot!
I’ve been watching that “top model show” since it started. I’m all into it. The models went to Japan and their clothes are all dope. The street style is all futuristic. I remember, I talked a drunken Aunt Linda into buying me a pair of pants from Japan that cost $120. I loved those pants! There were all these Japanese kids walking around looking like cartoons. The obviously didn’t care about the norm. I mean over here even the freaks have guidelines, you know? But over there, it seemed like everyone was original. I could see Martin going over there and making it big.
I’m kinda’ sad. I wrote Martin last month and just now got the letters back saying that the address was undeliverable. I wrote like a 20 page letter to him. What a bummer! There’s nothing really to do but wait for another letter with a legitimate address on it. :(
“J. Maurice…” :) There’s this show on TLC called “ a baby story”. I t makes me want a baby so bad! Its kind of depressing… you know. Babies are so cute. I want one. I miss my daughter. :)
I can’t wait to get over there to Buckeye! I want a cigarette so bad! :) Oh and a soda! :) Yep and to walk around without handcuffs. That’s what I see in my future. At least until I get a court date.
I haven’t gotten any tapes yet. :( Sh**, I still haven’t gotten my new radio. The money was taken Sept. 3rd. It’s supposedly in route. But I don’t trust any of these people. It is kind of frustrating. I fell as though I have had enough frustration in my life. :(
Alright today was the day to order store and I have no $. Please send me $. I need to eat x-mas style!
My neighbor let me listen to my tapes on his radio. God I love drum and bass! :)He’s got the good head phones that picks up excellent bass! Happy I am. I forgot about x-mas. Sorry about the time lapse in my letters. I just lose motivation real easy. Mail came and I got none again. :( I wish my Dad would write, maybe next year.
I’ve decided to work out daily at the start of the New Year. This will be my resolution. I need more protein in my diet though. And the only thing they sell is tuna which I don’t mind. But for x-mas they started selling pepperoni :) Yum. I want some pepperoni for our picnic![We're planning a picnic when he is released. We will sit under a big tree and have a feast.]
I miss you Mama. I hop0e you’re safe and warm. It is freezing in here! Say, “hi!” to Chopper and Mitch. I guess the cat too!:) I wish I were there with you. But soon enough, I will be. Only five more years to go!! I know that sounds awful, but it is sort of reliving a bitter sweet taste.
I really don’t have much to talk about. But I like to write to you. It makes me happy. I will write you another letter later, but for now, I hope your night is filled with love and kindness. Always remember you have a son in AZ that loves you eternally and misses you. Stay strong throughout these times. I am with you in spirit.
Your son,
Charlie
[There were 3 letters inside of this envelope.]
Mama,
I can’t wait to get out of this place! I want to just go and never come back. How relieved I would feel. :) It’s about 12:00. It’s quiet and cold in here. The stupid cop forgot to take my store list in. (Mom and Pap sent me $25 YEAH!) I yelled at the cop, but he said he would pick it up later. Well, it is later and I think I am burned like toast. I’ve decided to wait up for him and make sure when he does his walk to make sure he takes it. It would make me feel better. I need toothpaste, stamps, paper and especially food!
I feel lonely tonight. It is kind of uncommon for me to feel down, but I do. Hopefully tomorrow, I’ll feel better. I don’t like waking to all of the noise and the sight of the bars. But it has been cloudy and I like that.
I usually pray around 12:00 – midnight. That’s when I go to sleep. So, if that is good sign me up.:) I’ll dig in my old mails and find the diagram of the rosary –you sent me a while back. That will take a while. Do you know I have a big box with all of my old mail in it? It is big and it always makes me feel loved when I open it up. :)
I see all of these commercials on T.V. about mattresses. Oh God how lovely they look. Anything will beat this thing I sleep on. Every morning my back hurt and my neck cracks. I want one of those Swedish sleep systems or the space age technology foam – hell yeah!
I need to write Patty and So-oh. But I don’t have anymore paper after these two sheets. I’ll ask my neighbor for some in the morning. Mom and Pap says that Patty has a job at Dillard's. I was so shocked to hear that. It made me kind of proud. :)
This show called “The O.C.” came on tonight. I’ve been watching it since it came on. I’m all into it. It’s kind of funny, because you can tell who is watching it on the run from the ooo’s and ahs! :) Convicts crack me up. I don’t know how you can watch “The Apprentice”. I hate those people and that Donald Trump – EEEWWWW! I mean who wants to work for that guy and all those people seem so f***ing snobby. :)
I like that big, fat, obnoxious boss. :) All of those well educated flakes kissing ass for nothing. Yeah that’s good T.V. Have you seen the real Gilligan’s Island? I watch that too. Those two: O.C. and Gilligan’s- I never miss or Top Model.
Oh Mama, how did I end up not having anything to talk about but T.V.? :) I used to have so much drama in my life, it wasn’t funny. It is hard to believe that almost two years ago, well four month’s short of tow years. It feels like on long ass day or a month. Thank God I compress memories like I do.
It is almost that time and I haven’t even went shopping yet. :) Now that hardest part of Dec. is the 23rd. I don’t know why it is that date instead of Jan. Maybe…it’s just a rough day. I miss him so much! I hope he is okay wherever he went. I’m sure he is. It is just so f***ing frustrating!! You Know? When things are out of your control and no matter what you can’t change the past. And in an instant you’re back there in your mind reliving that memory as if it was happening again. (sigh) Just know I love you and love is eternal as is Jesse’s. I’m completely positive of that. :) I love you Mama, never forget!
Well the cop hasn’t come back by to pick up the list yet. So, say some prayers for me. :( I NEED food! I’m sure everything will work itself out in the end. That f ***ing bast***! :( Anyways I don’t want to end on a negative note and since I have very few lines to write on I’ll probably continue on some drawing paper. It is used though but recycling is caring.
I love you so much. You are such a powerful, wise and beautiful inspiration in my life. I thank God for allowing you to be my mother, my giver of life. From you all the good I create is started. I love you my Mama!
Your convicted son,
Charlie
AKA J. Maurice :)
Alright so I ran out of writing paper, so? I’ll get some in the morning from my neighbor. It is later and that guard still hasn’t picked up my list. I’ll try and talk to the morning shift guy to turn it in for me. I sure hope that Alex is a better guard than this guy. You know he is training in Tucson. How weird would that have been to run into him on the yard over there? :) Opposite end’s of the spectrum – brown or orange. God decided orange looked better on me. :) I hope I go back to the court room soon. I hope everything turns out the way I want it to. I have so many wishes. I do believe I’ll ask Santa. Should I write the North Pole> I read in National Geographic that a town in Alaska changed it’s name to generate trusts and for some money. People write back to your kid telling them to behave and all this. It was ridiculous. The whole town was set up Santa style, the Inn and even the burger joint. It was kinda’ funny at the same time. I hope you are not put off by my drawings. They were originally for Martin. But since I don’t have his address, it is going to Washington instead. I love you my mama. Don’t forget you have two other sons that do as well. I miss you Mama. Merry Christmas.
Your son,
Charlie
Sorry for not writing more. I just haven’t had a lot going on. It’s not excuse – just whining. It’s like Dec. is not m favorite time of year. They started selling x-mas store. So if you could send me some money that would be appreciated!
I’ve been watching these make over shows (It seems like there on every channel now). Anyways, I want to cut someone’s hair! How silly but true. I want to uncover the beauty in some scruffy soul. :)I thought of the name for my salon – J. Maurice- it just sounds hair styley to me. “J. Maurice will see you now.” “I can’t, I have an appointment at J. Maurice”
:) Its got the vibe I want. If you go to a salon w/ that vibe, you can charge a lot!
I’ve been watching that “top model show” since it started. I’m all into it. The models went to Japan and their clothes are all dope. The street style is all futuristic. I remember, I talked a drunken Aunt Linda into buying me a pair of pants from Japan that cost $120. I loved those pants! There were all these Japanese kids walking around looking like cartoons. The obviously didn’t care about the norm. I mean over here even the freaks have guidelines, you know? But over there, it seemed like everyone was original. I could see Martin going over there and making it big.
I’m kinda’ sad. I wrote Martin last month and just now got the letters back saying that the address was undeliverable. I wrote like a 20 page letter to him. What a bummer! There’s nothing really to do but wait for another letter with a legitimate address on it. :(
“J. Maurice…” :) There’s this show on TLC called “ a baby story”. I t makes me want a baby so bad! Its kind of depressing… you know. Babies are so cute. I want one. I miss my daughter. :)
I can’t wait to get over there to Buckeye! I want a cigarette so bad! :) Oh and a soda! :) Yep and to walk around without handcuffs. That’s what I see in my future. At least until I get a court date.
I haven’t gotten any tapes yet. :( Sh**, I still haven’t gotten my new radio. The money was taken Sept. 3rd. It’s supposedly in route. But I don’t trust any of these people. It is kind of frustrating. I fell as though I have had enough frustration in my life. :(
Alright today was the day to order store and I have no $. Please send me $. I need to eat x-mas style!
My neighbor let me listen to my tapes on his radio. God I love drum and bass! :)He’s got the good head phones that picks up excellent bass! Happy I am. I forgot about x-mas. Sorry about the time lapse in my letters. I just lose motivation real easy. Mail came and I got none again. :( I wish my Dad would write, maybe next year.
I’ve decided to work out daily at the start of the New Year. This will be my resolution. I need more protein in my diet though. And the only thing they sell is tuna which I don’t mind. But for x-mas they started selling pepperoni :) Yum. I want some pepperoni for our picnic![We're planning a picnic when he is released. We will sit under a big tree and have a feast.]
I miss you Mama. I hop0e you’re safe and warm. It is freezing in here! Say, “hi!” to Chopper and Mitch. I guess the cat too!:) I wish I were there with you. But soon enough, I will be. Only five more years to go!! I know that sounds awful, but it is sort of reliving a bitter sweet taste.
I really don’t have much to talk about. But I like to write to you. It makes me happy. I will write you another letter later, but for now, I hope your night is filled with love and kindness. Always remember you have a son in AZ that loves you eternally and misses you. Stay strong throughout these times. I am with you in spirit.
Your son,
Charlie
[There were 3 letters inside of this envelope.]
Mama,
I can’t wait to get out of this place! I want to just go and never come back. How relieved I would feel. :) It’s about 12:00. It’s quiet and cold in here. The stupid cop forgot to take my store list in. (Mom and Pap sent me $25 YEAH!) I yelled at the cop, but he said he would pick it up later. Well, it is later and I think I am burned like toast. I’ve decided to wait up for him and make sure when he does his walk to make sure he takes it. It would make me feel better. I need toothpaste, stamps, paper and especially food!
I feel lonely tonight. It is kind of uncommon for me to feel down, but I do. Hopefully tomorrow, I’ll feel better. I don’t like waking to all of the noise and the sight of the bars. But it has been cloudy and I like that.
I usually pray around 12:00 – midnight. That’s when I go to sleep. So, if that is good sign me up.:) I’ll dig in my old mails and find the diagram of the rosary –you sent me a while back. That will take a while. Do you know I have a big box with all of my old mail in it? It is big and it always makes me feel loved when I open it up. :)
I see all of these commercials on T.V. about mattresses. Oh God how lovely they look. Anything will beat this thing I sleep on. Every morning my back hurt and my neck cracks. I want one of those Swedish sleep systems or the space age technology foam – hell yeah!
I need to write Patty and So-oh. But I don’t have anymore paper after these two sheets. I’ll ask my neighbor for some in the morning. Mom and Pap says that Patty has a job at Dillard's. I was so shocked to hear that. It made me kind of proud. :)
This show called “The O.C.” came on tonight. I’ve been watching it since it came on. I’m all into it. It’s kind of funny, because you can tell who is watching it on the run from the ooo’s and ahs! :) Convicts crack me up. I don’t know how you can watch “The Apprentice”. I hate those people and that Donald Trump – EEEWWWW! I mean who wants to work for that guy and all those people seem so f***ing snobby. :)
I like that big, fat, obnoxious boss. :) All of those well educated flakes kissing ass for nothing. Yeah that’s good T.V. Have you seen the real Gilligan’s Island? I watch that too. Those two: O.C. and Gilligan’s- I never miss or Top Model.
Oh Mama, how did I end up not having anything to talk about but T.V.? :) I used to have so much drama in my life, it wasn’t funny. It is hard to believe that almost two years ago, well four month’s short of tow years. It feels like on long ass day or a month. Thank God I compress memories like I do.
It is almost that time and I haven’t even went shopping yet. :) Now that hardest part of Dec. is the 23rd. I don’t know why it is that date instead of Jan. Maybe…it’s just a rough day. I miss him so much! I hope he is okay wherever he went. I’m sure he is. It is just so f***ing frustrating!! You Know? When things are out of your control and no matter what you can’t change the past. And in an instant you’re back there in your mind reliving that memory as if it was happening again. (sigh) Just know I love you and love is eternal as is Jesse’s. I’m completely positive of that. :) I love you Mama, never forget!
Well the cop hasn’t come back by to pick up the list yet. So, say some prayers for me. :( I NEED food! I’m sure everything will work itself out in the end. That f ***ing bast***! :( Anyways I don’t want to end on a negative note and since I have very few lines to write on I’ll probably continue on some drawing paper. It is used though but recycling is caring.
I love you so much. You are such a powerful, wise and beautiful inspiration in my life. I thank God for allowing you to be my mother, my giver of life. From you all the good I create is started. I love you my Mama!
Your convicted son,
Charlie
AKA J. Maurice :)
Alright so I ran out of writing paper, so? I’ll get some in the morning from my neighbor. It is later and that guard still hasn’t picked up my list. I’ll try and talk to the morning shift guy to turn it in for me. I sure hope that Alex is a better guard than this guy. You know he is training in Tucson. How weird would that have been to run into him on the yard over there? :) Opposite end’s of the spectrum – brown or orange. God decided orange looked better on me. :) I hope I go back to the court room soon. I hope everything turns out the way I want it to. I have so many wishes. I do believe I’ll ask Santa. Should I write the North Pole> I read in National Geographic that a town in Alaska changed it’s name to generate trusts and for some money. People write back to your kid telling them to behave and all this. It was ridiculous. The whole town was set up Santa style, the Inn and even the burger joint. It was kinda’ funny at the same time. I hope you are not put off by my drawings. They were originally for Martin. But since I don’t have his address, it is going to Washington instead. I love you my mama. Don’t forget you have two other sons that do as well. I miss you Mama. Merry Christmas.
Your son,
Charlie
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